my dad and i play this car game called “Gazebo” where we literally just see gazebos and acknowledge they’re there like there’s not a point system or really any significance but you say gazebo and it’s kind of fun i guess
[[MORE]]i just answered the door in my boxers and it was my landlord giving me money for graduation and she said “proud of u” and i didnt recognize her until i read the name on the check she gave me and that’s a pretty good summary of my afternoon
i have 500 pages left in A Clash of Kings and all books are due back in the school media center tomorrow and i’m pissed
it’s 12 pm on a tuesday and i really wanna get wine drunk
really starting to confuse boredom with sadness
[[MORE]]i really dont know how to finalize that i’m going to west georgia like i tried to call my “personal admissions officer” yesterday and she didnt answer like i need to pay for orientation and get vaccines and figure out housing ughhhhhhhh
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i thought i dreamt the sound of wings flapping but nope i woke up and there was a bird in the same room as me like what are you doing bird
is wart conjuration like some sort of national lore or is it colloquial of the south?? do you all know what wart conjuring is?
today was my last real day of high school!! 6 days of graduation practice and i’m doooone
i got $1500 in local scholarships and i’m SO EXCITED ah
i’m sending a graduation invite to my Nicaraguan aunt who lives in atlanta and i’m not sure if she’s aware that in America it’s more of a monetary solicitation rather than an actual invitation and if she actually shows up con su hijos i am going to kill myself
[[MORE]]i feel like all i ever talk about anymore is how sad i am all the time but it really is quite overwhelming and i dont want to feel it anymore
i cant wait until college so all the straight boys from high school will tell me they’re gay
i think my favorite part of today was checking out of school to eat guacamole and have a manic breakdown where i felt compelled to clean the entire apartment
i just cant fathom how close guacamole and i have grown over this past year. 2013 forever
do u know how much it makes me mad that daenerys’ eyes aren’t purple in the game of thrones show you can create CGI dragons but u cant edit her eye color to be literarily accurate
i’m about to order my iphone and i’m super excited but should i get black or white?? i mean i’m gay so obviously white but black looks good too??
WORLD OF WARCRAFT IS SO HARD
i thought my mom drank all the milk while i was at work and my world came crashing down around me but dont worry i found it
bidaily post about how i hate men
my mom is sleep talking really loudly happy mother’s day
[[MORE]]i got my copy of the literary magazine i was published in and my mom’s really proud but i cant read my own poem without feeling sick about how much better it could have been and ugh
unregistered-hypercam2: the best harlem shake video ever
if i could be anything i’d probably be a small dog with drawn on eyebrows
[[MORE]]my friends do this thing where they check out during second block and come into my tiny ass apartment with 8 of their friends so they can smoke weed and it’s so annoying and they never clean up after themselves not to mention they’re jeopardizing my mother and i because they’re doing illegal things in our property while we’re not here and UGH MY BLOOD PRESSURE IS...
[[MORE]]i am so upset and i don’t know why and i hate my brain and i hate that i’m alone and i hate everything and i’m sorry that i’m posting unglamorous things about my life on my blog please dont hate me ughhhhhhhh
[[MORE]]yo i wish i had a best friend still
caraknightley: colorfulrussianfireworks: iVE BEEN LOOKING EVERYWHERE FOR THIS FUCKING VIDEO AND I FINALLY FOUND IT AND ITS CAUSING ME CHEST PAINS I FORGOT ABOUT THIS VIDEO UNTIL APPROXXIMATELY 3 MINUTES AGO AND IM LAUGHING OS HARD
the AP lit exam was soooooooooo easy like if i didnt make at least a 4 i am going to be insulted
[[MORE]]today i was talking to a girl about how i just finished game of thrones book one and she immediately told me a spoiler about season 3 and you know i’m effected by something when i blog about it because I AM SO SAD i hate spoilers omg theyre the worst :( :(((((( literally
i just finished the first game of thrones book so i am allowing myself to watch the first season!!!!!! ahhh
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AP Lit exam tomorrow hah ahaHAHAH
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[[MORE]]some words (like “elephant” and “wild” and “teeth”) really super idk “”stimulate”” my synesthesia like i see super vivid pretty colors when i read them or think about their letter structure if i hear them?? it’s more extreme on certain words than others I guess?? idk it’s weird
*shower sex scene plays on my TV*
mom: ugh, i know, the shower is terrible
would 10/10 straight up murk someone for some guacamole right now
[[MORE]]haha when you tell someone that you dont send nudes because you’re uncomfortable with your body and they block you hahahahah